Out Of Track

Urgghhh... Waiting seriously kills me. I was figuring why I'm that nervous for this result. Finally i knew why. Cause I'd seriously put effort in it. fuuuhh... First time in my life.

UPSR. I locked myself in room with my school bag AND tidbits that i bought at the grocery shop.. hahaha.. The books are opened on my lap. AND the TV are on too.. hahahaha. So, when my cousin was complaining bout missing the episodes due to study.. hahaha.. i seriously don't dare to tell her i watched it. YUP.. I went exam without studying. fuyoh.. But then i was kinda lucky that time. Yea.. Lucky enough. (Um Gong).

PMR. Yea.. my mouth was kept on mentioning wui.. PMR leh.. Nervous nervous... Yup.. I'd only study for my maths. others.. I'm sorry , I've abandoned your. i studied for my maths cause I FAILED MY MATHS FOR MY WHOLE FORM 3 and at last finally passed at my trial.. AND once again luckily got an A in PMR.. So, it's proven that maths idiot like me also can get an A for maths in PMR.. tao geis.. don't worry. By the way, for tao geis who wanted to enter science stream AND still can't get an A in your maths. Work harder. Maths A is an compulsory to enter.

SPM. I worked hard? hmm.. maybe not enough. I don't know what can i score. I hate unknowns. Where there's unknown , there's fears. If i can score 10A like someone stupid predicted. huh. Then Malaysia might be having a whirlwind. I won't be expecting too much. I can't even sure I'll get an A. ( Why do i sound so damn emo while writing here)maybe I'm still worrying that do i have that luck again to get a better score.....

Aaaa....... Searching for college was the most annoying stuff ... you know what you know what?? I'm gonna do something that's out of track! Yesh a! I'll use 2 years to prepare that out of track stuff. But i still doubt that can i survive in that out of track life?issshhhh. Why the hell am i losing strength to do reckless stuff! aaaaaaaaaa............... i started to think too much..










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aha.. Ke xiao liao. ignore all this crap.was trying to calm myself down. a slight insomnia.. gonna solve it with cough syrup.. wooooohoooo~~